For those of you that have embarked on this challenge with me – or for those that are just tuning in – I hope truly that my choice to share my journey is of service and hopefully relatable in some way.
What an amazing thing and time… I love to witness that in movement towards true transformation, it is so easy to stay the same, but sometimes harder to permanently change, because our ego/identity struggles and tries to keep us in the comfort zone of who we’ve been and what we’ve known. Because this individual/personality – is like an old friend, or addict hanging out with the old friend and/or patterns.
Sometimes, I notice, we get on a fitness plan to reach a goal and or look good for a hot date, wedding, audition, photo shoot, job, vacation and if your like I was over the last many years, when the goal and task was completed, we name it celebration and we like to abandon our successes and see indulgence (which is sometimes negligence as a reward). You never know – I have always enjoyed that rewards (and you know what I still will from time to time)… but its interesting as I prepare for a climb that I never thought about in the past… aging… I realize that my overindulgence and falling so far off from my level of achievement, was more like self abandonment. Yes – I still neglected, abandoned, and rewarded myself by in many ways – going the opposite direction of my true passions goals and intentions. Its so much easier to keep it together, then have to pull it together – over and over and over and I think its time to get this. I am ready to take it to the next level.
I laughed and said “Its my Virgo rising chasing after and cleaning up after my radical Gemini sun” – I made fun and said – I am a felexitarian and I love to detox, so that I can retox – I could party with the best of them and always wanted to prove that as deep and as much as I love all thats divine – I love to unwind… but I am here with my heart open wider then even before and a readiness to live at a higher state of existence then I did in the last decade and say – isn’t it time that true change is created and emanated for even better results.
So rather then reaching a goal and then abandoning ship – I am going to take it to the next level. I am more dedicated then ever before to vibrate my healthiest and highest frequency – I am ready to share in the highest way possible and I am willing and ready to be of complete serve to other leaders that are ready to lead leaders… and for this – its about time to take it to the next level.
I love all my experiences – I appreciate – all the work (and fun) that its been. But now – I am ready – to go deeper, and higher keep walking grounded and forward and shine the light in to places in myself that I have possibly been avoiding for years. I hope your with me – I pray that my journey can inspire even one of you. I hope I am being authentic, honest, clean and real. I pray that the work that I do in the world is of value. I thank you all for your support in keeping this mission alive. Every little bit is like a vote that means the world to us. Thank you so very much for everything.
Blessings,
Rainbeau
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Hmmm… Interesting thoughts Bob – Well – I think if you had read some of the challenge – It may be more clear – but you make a very good point and I appreciate it. Yes – its true I did not get into specifics about what that meant. I asked people to join me in 21 day challenge (3 Weeks ago) to love ourselves more and b bikini ready – things unraveled in that process – as I do – simply go with the flow without a producer and or an exact plan – other then to share a way each day to take better care of ourselves- and I guess – I mean to say – why stop now – lets go further – why give up when we’ve come so far.
Its sometimes by three weeks, people have given up on themselves and I myself have often found reasons to not take it to the end – but I say… hmmmm… lets take it to another 21 days. -
Rainbeau, you know I support you 100%. You inspire me everyday. When something bad happens I think of what you would do, and breathe and try my hardest to let it go. You are truly amazing, and one of the realest persons I know. Xo M’Le
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I love you Rainbeau. You are sincere and moving forward. I turn 35 in a month. Ah man… The last P Diddle til 40. My thoughts are for a successful journey to your next level of awareness. Let “celebration” be a part of your everyday blessings and learn to expect more from the universe around every turn. Do not abandon celebration, transform and expand your consciousness of your role in what is Celestine. And by the way bud, thx for the Facebook efforts. Your are a real inspiration ya know?
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10 day what? Ah man, I’ve been maxing with 10 sets of bench 3 times a week. I need a stretch too. lol!
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Yaaaaaaaaay!!!!! That would be AWESOME!! And I could finally take off work!! Ok, I’ll have to talk to my momma because I really have nooooo idea how to get out there.
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Wow, SOOOOO appreciate your authenticity, depth & beauty! As always, your words are inspiring and poetic. I find myself in the same pattern that you articulate so perfectly (thank you!). I am right with ya, affirming “So rather then reaching a goal and then abandoning ship – I am going to take it to the next level. I am more dedicated then ever before to vibrate my healthiest and highest frequency”!!!
Thank you so much for sharing.
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Hi Rainbeau
I agree wtih M’Le ~ You are most inspiring and comforting
Thank you for showing us your real person, not the image of Hollywood. It helps each of us to know that no matter the place, person or circumstance, love, light and healing CAN happen! Blessings ^i^
Much love and light
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Awesome!!!
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Cheers!
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Thank you much Paul for tuning in. Its really good to have you here. Cheers back!
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WOW back… I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.. and so very excited that that you are with me… it makes it that much better and easier to do this together… I feel its time.
Thank you for being with us and me. Many blessings and keep shining. -
STRETCH IT ALL OUT… Not sure what you are referring to actually..:) we have to strengthen and open…. this is how we grow.
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so inspiring, Rainbeau! Thanks for sharing. xoxo
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The idea of taking it to the next level has been the most intimidating and exciting idea that I have dealt with… and Rainbeau, im ready. But I need to tell you how much your writing means to me. So truly inspiring and beautiful. You give me so much strength, I cannot even begin to tell you. love you always <3
love your faithful student, krista
I’ve missed a lot of your blogs. Did I miss one that explains what your “next level” is going to be? Or is that coming in future blogs?
On its own, this blogs is absorbing, but highly cryptic!
Bob Weisenberg